Tonight Spencer and I joined some friends to watch the lighting of the Christmas tree downtown. After an introduction by the mayor, a local elementary school sang carols such as "Jingle Bells" and "All I Want for Christmas is My Two Front Teeth." Spencer patiently sat on my shoulders the entire time, watching the festivities and clapping at the appropriate intervals. Finally the moment arrived for the mayor to illuminate the 22-foot tree. Ooohhh! The tree looked beautiful. It was a fun way to participate in the community and get in the spirit of the holidays.
I couldn't stop thinking about next year's tree ceremony. Spencer probably won't be able to be on my shoulders, I'll be holding the baby. I hope that Mike will be able to join us next year so Spencer can be on his shoulders and still be able to see the magic moment when the lights come on. All the while I'm savoring this moment with him, I can't stop thinking about the future. It's bittersweet -- living in the moment, knowing it will never be the same again, but looking forward to the future.
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